Tuesday, August 28, 2007;
♥ 5:41 PM
I am not looking forward to the Sept holidays :(
many things awaiting for me to do,
most importantly promos are coming in less than a month time.
Consultations during holidays,extra lessons,training for scholar programme and gp enrichment.
They are all filling my holidays,leaving me with nothing but sad and miserable life.
I don't even dare to say i may retain to my parents,they will just kill me,
my relatives will just gossip more about my results,especially one of them.
It is a torture listening to all the crap.
havenn been blogging for a long time due to all the tests that i all failed and homework.
I totally agree that homework should be abolished,according to my gp research assignment.
I am already planning what should i do after promos instead of mugging.
like finding a job,play pool,sentosa,class outings.....
don't think i going back to cchy for teachers day because i end sch at 10.30am.
by the time,i go back to cchy,everyone will be gone by then,
the performance ended,it will be so so boring when i go back to school.
SA is so far from cchy loh,more than 45mins traveling time,
though i haven seen mr goh and other teachers and my friends,all our time clash.
even skymessx,i haven seen them for like i duno 5months or even longer,sign!
mr ng will film our pe today,playing soccer,not that i am very enthu about it,
but it is still very fun though,haha.mentoring later in the afternoon,don't feel like going loh.
Fly away...
Friday, August 17, 2007;
♥ 7:35 PM
17 Aug 2007
studied for the maths differentiation test but was disappointed that i won't be or should i say would not pass at all the test because my mind was at a blank,i did not know how to do the questions, even though i had studied the formula,did math questions for 2.5hrs which was my first time this year,sitting still for 2.5hrs,that was a record.But still,i was unable to tackle the questions :(
ARGH!since i unable to say out my opinions and let out my frustrations about mentoring during meeting,i have decided to say them all on my blog.The mentoring shirt design is like shit,the WORSE t-shirt ever.Who would print the definition of mentor at the back of the shirt and print the name so small at the corner of the sleeve?Like what the hell,the colour of shirt is white base while the words are in black.So basic colour,no design at all,i going to chuck it aside,it better not be expensive la.I hate the shirt even though it has not been printed.I rather my big name be printed at the back so that the kids can see and remember our names mah.Put the meaning of mentor,as if ppl don't know what is it."oh my,i have a definition on my back."The back design should be attractive,can catch ppl attention instead of a para of words,who bother to read la.Somemore all the words in black.Enough of the mentoring stuff,don't want to talk about it since it has been finalised.
I finally cut my hair today and bought seventeen magazine,yeah,my favourtie magazine.Maybe i will keep buying cause this year i am finally SEVENTEEN.I did noy cut much though,only abit of fringe and shorten by like 2 to 3 inches,like quite little,haha.So janice,u can stop telling the whole world that shinni has been saying she wants to cut hair since jan but still haven cut till now.I have already cut twice.Ok?i know ur hair is like short but unlike ur hair,my hair does not grow fast.Maybe my hair is unhealthy.
I am starting to fear for my promos examination,the days are nearing,i am very worried that i will not be able to promote.All the notes have stacking at a side,i don't feel like reading my notes.The past few months notes,looking at them once again after common test,it has been boring to read them again.Why i don't have the brain which i read the notes once and it can be registered in my brain forever?I have not been coping well with my tutorials and studies.I need to study in the day,i will try to use my breaks to study them.Anyone wants to study with me?
Fly away...
Wednesday, August 15, 2007;
♥ 3:56 AM
played soccer during pe,a long session about 1.5 hrs,we extended the session as we had a break after pe.It was fun though i don't really like soccer,maybe because i don't really know how to dribble the ball with my legs and my reaction is quite lag.haha.Mr Ng gave us a sudden talk about our studies,talking about his experiences as a student,he did inspired us a lot.I totally agree with his words because it tallies with my style.Sleep early,be awake in the morning because the exam time is during the early morning,not midnight 2 or 3 am.So make sure your alert time is in the morning,maybe this is why i studied not a lot everyday but still able to scrap through my tests bah.But still,i haven met one of mr ng criteria that is to study more during the day,making full use of the breaks in between then after school,go home and relax ur mind,giving the brain a rest from all the functioning.
wth,need to pay sch fund,as if we use them,sa is such a cheater,can't the school provide?i am really officially broke,paid the school fund of $5,i never top up my money and so i lefy with 1.50dollars today only.so pathetic,i have resume my saving scheme that is to eat bread and guava almost everyday unless i feel like changing the taste.We had a picnic in school on tues before math lecture at 5.30pm,obasan bought tuna while cindy bought biscuits.We kept eating and eating,finished quite quickly.I am now addicted to tuna,i asked my dad to buy after i went home.Then he asked me what tuna u want,i said:tuna,got difference meh?he replied ya,i was huh,really wor.So i go and check the NTUC to see what i want.Until today then i realised that the ice cream shop at sun plaza was Gelare,why suddenly all the nice food outlet start business at Sun Plaza,don't they know that there are not much business here?surely close down one loh.
btw,specially dedicated to valerie kwan shu yi:
valerie=OBASAN, her life will totally totally bored without me and janice,so stop saying we tortue u.Ur life will in such a tortue, a boredom without us.Thought i can't see ur personalised msg on msn but i know what u wrote cause cindy told me: shinni+janice=shiny kid=torture to valerie.like HUH,what are saying?Today ur actions were totally disgusting,change the lyrics of the song,the song that one of the campus superstar sing: "wo ai ni, bu shi ai gei pia ren ting", u translated it to "i love you,it's not love that anyone can hear",like omg,u totally ruin the song.I know u will read this and u surely will comment on it.And u made me and janice lose face la,during ms lee remedial lesson,i don't want to say here,anyone interested to know,pls ask me in school.haha.Luckily,u never do much to me,express all ur touchy love to the kid(janice)
i saw ur new blogskin,janice and i realised that i really type ur blog url wrongly,haha.nice blogskin though,Queen of Drama,are u even one?haha.Anyway,this two weeks no mentoring,i am so happy,yes!away from all the kids,a day to go home early.Cannot go home too late because of the 7th month,be careful everyone of what u say and the time u go home.Oh no,my entry has been getting longer and longer,like long essay,maybe is that i don't update often due to my early sleep or there are too many happenings in school le.
Fly away...
Friday, August 10, 2007;
♥ 3:47 AM
9 August 2007
The long break has finally come about,four days of holiday,what a great thing to happen in the middle of so much work.This is indeed a break before all the work come piling on me.Almost everyday,i have been reaching home at 7.30pm plus,which is so tiring.I really sick of this life,no freedom at all.The daily routine is to study,sleep and eat.What sort of life am i going through?I don't think anyone wants to have a life like mine,so pathetic.
yesterday was the celebrations of National Day,it was overall quite entertaining.I realised that guys who plays piano are super charming,during the singing competition,there was this guy who played the piano and sing at the same time,he sang 'Home' and the most amazing thing is that he sang in four languages for each verse,it was so incredible.I was still wondering whether he was a chinese or malay.Guys who wear blazor and jeans usually catch my attention though because i watched too much korean movies.The actors in the shows always wear like this,like in "wo ai jin san shun" and "smile again",they are so good-looking.The singing competition was great,i did not realise our school have so many talent singers.Too bad,obasan never go sing solo,what a waste to not show her talent too,haha.We took a lot of photos after the celebrations,especially with mr lum,he is leaving us to work in bank.He is so gentleman during the musical chair game,we will miss him.I haven got the photos from yiqi yet though.
after that,janice and me went to ps to walk around while waiting for jueying,ryan and dajie.We walked up and down,the massage chair then sucks la.We got ice cream treat from ryan,thanks ryan,yeah,gelare icecream,it will be damn fattening.We were all so full,we decided to watch movie.So we went golden village to check out what movies there are,actually we wanted to watch "alone",tickets were selling fast so in the end we got off the queue.I wanted to watch "Rush Hour 3" but the time slot was at 5.10pm which was quite late.
Thus we went to The Cathay,we bought the 4.30pm slot.As we were bored,we bought cards at 7-eleven,we were chased out of The Cathay building by the security guard for playing cards.We went outside to play,then we were saying,when we are out of the building,it will not be the security guard chasing us but the police le.We were keeping a lookout when we were playing.Dajie partner janice because too many players.Ryan is jueying jinx,because jy did not win any games but i thought jy got won before,either with me or dajie,definitely not ryan.At the last round,me and ryan were disqualified because ryan gave clues,he said he did not like diamond,so i put diamond down,haha.It was 4.30pm then we rushed up.
We watched at the Grand Cathay,it was so big,it was my first time watching in such a big movie threate.They said it was for sneak previews,Rush Hour 3 was supposedly to be previewed today.The show was funny,it is a must-catch movie.After that,we all went home.I was so tired that after i watched the Forensic herores then i went to sleep,i woke up 10am plus,haha.
Fly away...
Saturday, August 04, 2007;
♥ 5:41 AM
rushing through the written report,went to national library to try completing it but to no avail,will do it by monday,means 2molo have to complete it loh.Oh ya,yesterday was parent meeting day and H1 exam.The geo exam was totally a failure,the paper was easy though but i did not know what to write,i only read the notes on thursday cause have been slacking,my parents did not know that i have exam.They will know if i stop watching tv suddenly or study after 10pm,thus i had to continue my daily routine,haha.The parents meeting was half an hr late loh,ms tan rarely speaks so much.But still,some things she said does make sense though.My comments were the same with janice and valerie which are she is hardworking,attentive,particpate in class loh.She said i must change my study method which is to not memorise the contents of subject but understand them.These words sound familiar,mr goh said them to me before,reminding me not to memorise the maths and other subjects,the problem is habit is hard to change,is not like a day will change everything.I have tried not memorising but it is hard since if i don't understand,i just accept it and memorise,get over it.
I have been laughing alot because of janice,valerie and the clique,consist of cindy,yiqi,eliz,joel,george and tzetian (i duno whether their clique have a name).Especially valerie,i seriously think she has a 180 degree change in her character and her actions,totally different from last time if anyone noticed.She has a nickname which is obasan,sometimes feel that what she says is totally nonsense and ridiculous,sometimes it really irritating though.Some say me and janice keep bullying her loh,haha,but until today,i agree with what janice say.She said that obasan is only mad when george is around and when george is not around,she is back to her "real" self.Thinking back,i realised it is really true.Not that we keep bullying her loh.Oh ya,she keeps singing songs and dance,i should encourage her to join some talentime competition,even in our written report,dance and songs are suggested.There is one funny thing,obasan was singing ydae outside classroom for parent meeting,my dad was there,as she sings,i ask my dad,is my friend very noisy,he said 'yes',haha.
oh now then i realised i wrote such a long comment on valerie,haha.Actually still got lot of things to write one,but i dun really know how to write in words though.People in class will know,like during the math class on friday,everyone witness it loh.haha.I have a lot of homework to do,vary from all subjects,it is a torture,all need to be handed in on tuesday,just before national day celebrations.I think the teachers will flood us with homework for the long holiday la.Not like they can mark very fast,we probably get them back after two weeks.
This coming monday and tuesday will be a long day,i will end lessons at 6.30pm and will be reaching at 8pm which is like late,9pm i watching show,then sleep.I dun have time to do hw nor revise la,sigh.I have got the time to pass xinyi the sa shirt and fool scrap which i bought like during april or may,both of us do not have time to meet loh.Hope to find time soon,the things have been in my room for a long time.
Fly away...