Monday, February 18, 2008;
♥ 7:00 PM
SECOND TIME of the year that i did not go to school.
The first time was on chinese new year which i pon school,
and this time is because i got red eye again,
as it started last wednesday but was alright after wed leh.
actually,i'm having chem pract exam today,skipped it but still have to make up for it.sian.
I was given two days MC but will be going sch tomorrow.
Cause my dad don't fancy me skipping school.
study at home lo,think is more productive for me at home than in school :)
Maybe home learning is more suitable for me but too bad,it is not encourgaed in singapore.
Fly away...
Sunday, February 17, 2008;
♥ 5:17 AM
My grandpa is hospitalised since monday and has not yet been discharged. There is an ulcer in his stomach which is bleeding bit by bit everyday, causing his blood pressure to lower leading to instability of his blood level.6 bags of 319ml blood has been transfused to him. His condition seems to have stabilised but the doctor wants to keep him in observation till tomorrow. He has not eaten for about 5days and has become weak and thin. But if his situation worsened, then he has to do an operation and to him, it will be a major operation due to his age and his heart bypass operation about 10 years ago. Half of his stomach where the ulcer is will be removed and the risk of having stroke or heart attack will be 10% which is more than the risk of 1% for other people or operation. I can’t stop worrying for him when I heard what the doctor say. Operation will be the last resort if his condition ever worsens, if the ulcer can heal through strong medication by tomorrow then my grandpa can be discharged. Saturday, Sunday and Monday are the critical days for him. I went to visit him on Saturday, he looks better at that time, maybe I did not see the weak and vulnerable side of him when he went through all the scans. I pray that he will pull through and recover as soon as possible. I really can’t stop worrying, AHHHH!! And there seems to be some internal conflicts and issues happening.
Why are human so vulnerable? Why do some people want to talk about inheritance at this moment? Is money really that important?
Fly away...
Friday, February 01, 2008;
♥ 6:48 PM
Though it is quite late to say now but MSA IS OVER FINALLY.
Long lost freedom has returned,all the sleep being deprived,
the stress are all being taken away from me but not for long though.
what is after cny will be a torturous and vicious cycle of eat-sleep-study crap cycle.
However, let's all await for the upcoming Chinese New Year that falls on this coming thursday,
which will be a rather long break for many,especially the J2.
Looking on a bright side,when i don't study hard enough for the test,
i will tell myself that i'm not studying for the tests now but for the next tests instead.
Honestly,i'm just deluding myself but it somehow don't make me so gulity of not studying hard.
MSA were screwed up,my target for most of my subjects was an E which is quite pathetic for an aim though.
A,B and C are just too far-fetched for this MSA.
will be getting the results this coming week before cny.
i'm broke again,all because of someone and i'm not supposed to say till someday.LOL.
sound weird though but nvm.
hope cny will be fun and enjoyable.
maybe gg to tt's hse on chu san with g(cj^2)ets-vy to play mahjong and eat cny goodies,yeah.
i don't like the teacher cwl la,everytime meeting meeting.
if the meeting topic is smth,its still ok but she is repeating and repeating the same topic everytime.
i have to wait like 3.5hrs just for like a 50mins meeting or 1.23hrs for a 30mins outing.
have to rot in school,doing nothing except gg for a movie/drama marathon lo.
initially thought that my cca was the slackest,now i doubt so.
Fly away...
